I am in my ideal worl at the moment. Almost midnight, my favorite Christmas sweatshirt (because everyone knows that you can only wear Christmas sweatshirts during .. let’s see Christmas), polka dotted shorts, and a thermal under my sweatshirt. Its warm, thinking about my bboy, listening to my ipod, typing up my blog. All good! <3

So Christmas this year has been fun. I got everything I wanted, from clothes to purses, from the gift of music to late night phone calls. I think I won't be buying clothes for the next 5 months, looking at the clothes I've gotten this year, but thats all good, because I'll be paying back my mom all the money I borrowed from her. My parent's wonderful christmas had no pine tree, but instead we used the fake palm tree in the middle of the family room. We threw the presents around the tree, and that was Christmas. No ornoments, nothing. Presents weren't wrapped -- they were put into boxes. Christmas this year wasn't accomplished like those many other years. Food wasn't even special. I know my mom put time to make soup and stuff, but you could tell this year, no one was really trying. Not that I care much. It was much more fun. More relaxing. I also had my first TNTT skit this year, which I played Elizabeth, and I think I did okay. I could have done better. More hand gestures, hugging quicker, blah blah. My favorite part was the Nghia Si dance, Nha's seductive angel dancing, and Jason, John, and Sam's crazy King dance. Psssh, it was beautiful.

But the BEST part of Christmas this year was spending time with my mom. Going shopping with her, picking out presents, letting her into my life a little bit. I finally realized how much I missed her. Needed her sometimes. I like the feeling, but at the same time HATE it, because I enjoy feeling independent, living for myself, not feeding off my mom's love. I THINK MY MOM IS SUSPECTING SOMETHING. Brian came Christmas Eve, in Johnny's THUMP thump THUMP car, with my Christmas present and I know my mom suspected something. AHHHH Whatevers.

Ergh, this post is definately too disorganized. Pics coming up soon, of this past year, along with my MEMORABLE MOMENTS [KTEH; Barrel Painting; TNTT camps].

Gift List
Thank you for all the gifts I have recieved this year!
[family]
Mom: Hollister tee, Hollister wifebeater, pens, Bath & Body stuff & Nike shorts + unconditional love
Dad: My ipod back
Auntie Phuc: a tee
Auntie Tiff & Uncle Lam: a purse
Auntie Tinh, Uncle Minh, Cathy & Andy: MONEY
[friends]
Brian: Aeropostle sweatshirt, ‚ô• Picture Frame, & American Eagle sweatshirt + unconditional LOVE
Travis: Abercrombie & Fitch sweatshirt
Nha: Got Jesus? tee & Mudd belt
Cindy: Aeropostle tee + FRIENDSHIP <3
Ngoc: A million Victoria Secret bras & Teddy Bear
Neleh: Don't yet know, but I know she got me something
Johnny: ‚ô• a NINJA CATAPULT!, legwarmers, a bracelet, and a ring
Brendan: Candy!
Helen: Abercrombie & Fitch tee
Linda: XOXO purse
Alex: $15 iTUNES gift card
Cookie: American Eagle sweatshirt
DA: the gift of memories -- photos
Cathleen: Candy & Cookies
Larry: COOKIES
Josephine: NARUTO FIGURE!
Matt: Millions of hugs
Jennifer: The gift of love
Pauline: A BEAUTIFUL CARD! Extremely thoughful and VERY beautiful
Albert: FIRST GUY TO IM ME & WISH ME MERRY CHRISTMAS [after Brian of course]
Sona: a really nice card
Anabella: A JANSPORT BACKPACK
Sarah: She's suprising me after break
Jackie: Fullfilled a lifelong dream of mine; and only she will know!

& PLUS A LOT OF OTHER GOOD STUFF; so I feeel fullfilled this year. I love you guys! I hope you all loved your gifts, cus I loved buying them.