I am writing this blog post at 3:11AM because I have officially lost motivation to be a functioning human being. Official, because, in x minutes, however long it takes me to write, read and re-read, correct this post for spelling (because I still can’t spell) and grammar (as I write this, I spelled “grammar” grammer which means I just lost my right to be a professional white person), and how ever long it sits in my drafts folders, where all my most offensive tweets and other should-not-be-public, will-be-public musings lie in a ditch to hopefully die as I bite my nails, it will be posted for all of the interwebz and future employers to see. Future employers, I am only half-kidding. But maybe not. But maybe. I don’t know.